I don't know if this is a Miracle or not?
Hi My name is Robert and I am 35 years old... I have come to believe something you may think is a little strange..... God speaks to each one of us in ways we each indevidualy can understand... With that said I have just recently realized God has been speaking to me for a long time and I am just now realizing this. Let me explain.
The first indecation was several months ago I was watching a show on tv called the Exodus Decoded at first I thought they were trying to disprove the story but in fact they were and did prove it but at that time I didn't realize God was speaking to me..I know you are wondering where is the miracle well I am getting to it...One more thing and then I will get to it. I have had somewhat of an analytical mind you might say and have always been interested in science and the like. Here is something else I have come to believe.
If you throw a rock in the water it causes waves which in turn splash on the shore and causes more waves. In other words a chain reaction...I have been an alcoholic for 20 of my 35 years and have been miserable for most of that time but something happened to me Christmas morning... I physically felt awful from a hang over but For some reason I felt peace and joy in a way I never have in my life and I didn't understand why...Later that day I was at my Granddad's house and I went outside to smoke and out of the blue I heard a voice in my head that said 3 words "You made it".
At that moment all the bad things and all the misery I have experenced in my life and the alcoholismn made perfect sence. I now believe with all my heart that God allows us to try and live this life on our own and when it gets as bad as you can stand it he wakes us up so to speak.I put the chain reaction in motion when I took the first drink of alcohol and it kept spiraling out of control until it was out of my hands and came to a screeching hault by Gods hand. I don't even know if I am making any sence to you or not all I know is this.
I know it is just a few days after Christmas but I still feel this peace and joy I felt when woke up Christmas morning and just the day before Christmas in my eyes my life was hopeless. I have not drank since then and I have no desire to. That is comeing from a person who drank every single day for 15 years. That to me is a Miracle. I don't know if you think it is a miracle or not but I thought I would tell you about it as you may be able to guess I am still a little awe struck. May God bless you and who ever else reads this.....
Robert
